Happy New Year...

Happy New Year! It has been a long time since I have even written in any kind of journal. New years was alright. Tim, Nathan, and I went to Marko's, we tried to go to Sarah's but realized that there wasn't a party (weird), then went back to Tim's for a little bit, and then went to Tomas's. I got tired at about 1:30-2 and went home to watch Star Wars and fall asleep. I was going to go back to the first party that I was at because it was really cool but I was just too tired. I actually didn't drink last night which was weird because it was new years and a lot of people drink. I was driving though, so that's why I didn't and I wanted to be able to leave where I was when I wanted. I don't drink and drive, so I wouldn't have been able to drive if I drank anything. I haven't really thought of any new years resolutions that I haven't made and broken before.... so there is really no reason to make them again.

I'm going back to visit the high school this week. This should be weird since I haven't set foot in there since I graduated. I'm excited to see some of my friends I have left behind and some of the teachers that I really cared about. I also want to stop by play practice after school. The play is the one thing that I miss the most about high school.

It's nice to be home, but I am ready to go back. I hope that I get a good paycheck from Culvers for working over break. I have so much money that has had to go out and so much more that needs to go out soon. I just can't save anymore. I hope I can find a way to make a shit ton of money this summer. If all else fails, I will just let Culvers own my soul for the summer again. Everyone asks me why I work over break...... it's money. I can't afford to not work over break because I will lose so much money if I don't. I spend money when I'm home to go to movies, go out with friends, Christmas ect... and I don't feel like I can ask my parents for money, especially with the current circumstances of my family. It's not that I'm worried about money right now, it's just that I feel like I can't stop working because I will get behind.

Christmas went well this year. I was able to get all of my own Christmas gifts for people without any help. I like feeling more independent about things like that, because it doesn't really feel like it is from me when other people buy it. I always feel weird about it. I don't know why.

I need to do a show this semester.... I'm having theater withdraw like WOAH!

I need my computer fixed...bah...

Men and computers...... the two things that I hate are two things that I can't live without.